still aint feeling good. at least i had lili and lian to talk to last night. kinda comforted me.
it jus dawned upon me suddenly this feeling. of being so alone. it all set in after my evening nap last nite. i woke up feeling super irritated with almost everything i could be irritated with. n i realised its my first 'depressed' and 'sad' entry for this particular blog. dun think i'll make this a long one. hate sad entries. ya... i sound like a moron now.. saying i hate sad entries but here i am posting a sad entry. but sad entries are so boring. nvm.
i just feel that i'm kinda emotionally dependent on other people. and i might tend to feel lonely. yea. rub it in man. lonely boy u... loser... shithead. motherpuss.. monkeybreast... yea. shoot me with all you got man.
speaking about monkey breast, its a way of scolding people that i devised. it will give u never ending things to scream at people. first. u start with an animal. next, u follow that up with a body part. and viola! u're all set to start screaming at the top of ur voice. Egs. 'you bloody horse elbow!!!' 'stupid rhino nose!!'
lunchtime coming in another 10mins for me. think i'll leave soon. will be back to blog more. but somehow todae very off form. sianz. moody bobby. its all the same.... yea. back from lunch.
was an okay lunch. another lunch that i spent eating alone. drinking alone. walking around alone. yea.
