i haven been playing the game for a long long time. this game requires time, requires money and most importantly, requires effort. do i have the energy to play this game? am i up to it? am i good enough to be playing this game? as much as i would like to insert a token and sit down to start playing, i feel that i might not be good enough, i feel that maybe its not time yet. i do not know. if i start playing and then it ends up as a game over. can i stand it?
