there are many reaons that hamper my posting onto this beloved blog of mine.
first. i have a nosey poker fella as my partner. he looks to poke his nose into whatever i'm doing. and if he sees me posting here. he will come and ask me wat i'm doing. sometimes i jus feel like smashing his face onto my monitor. but the cons of that move vastly outweighs the pros... so i shud not do any of that. not only will it spoil my monitor.. i will be deprived of using the computer at my desktop.
second. work is picking up. more and more stuffs for me to do. i'm gonna get so buried under everything. nowadays, its not jus the mundane kinda shit.. nowadays it more creative work. design posters design emails. do up video clips. and with all this work. i've came up with a suggestion and gave it to my boss... here is wat i wrote.
Title: Computer Performances Problem Area: I've been given 2 projects in 2 weeks to design publicity emails for RD/SPD. However, the desktop that I'm currently using does not have the software, Adobe Photoshop. The most advanced program that i can use to do anything to edit and draw pictures would be MS Paint, in which the functions can be labelled as ancient if compared with the Photoshop. The Internet Explorer have also blocked out the pictures from all the web sites. Hence I'm unable to even see the templates the internet provides for us to compliment our designs. Creativity and inspiration is a very important aspect of designing. If I'm not able to surf the web to look out on how other designs or posters looks like, I might not be able to have any ideas on how to go about doing up the posters. If it's not possible to do work in the office, why is it the office? Hence, I've got to start everything from scratch from home. Majority of time in the day is already spent in the office and not much time is left at home. Spending time to work on the posters and publicity emails at home will most probably result in late nights. Coming to work the next day will be a chore as you will be very tired and morale will naturally be very low. Which in fact proves to affect productivity greatly. Another point will be that any changes that the supervisors wants to be made, can only be made at home as photoshop is not available in the office. This will slow down the process massively. Suggestion: Adobe Photoshop can be installed onto the computer, and pictures from web sites can be unblocked. Solving the above problems.
Administrator's Comments: Nil
Evaluation Decision: Accepted Chen Sook Bee: Approved.
According to her (my boss) the proposal is accepted. but then till now, i've got no news yet of what is gonna happen. if they are going to install the adobe for me. or unblock the computer. irritating. jus hope they can settle this issue soon for me.
third. half the world will know this. i've been suffering from a mega toothache.and this kinda got rid of all the mood that i had for anything.
fourth. my modem was down! stupid modem. gave me alot of shit and anxiety. i hate it when my modem breaks down. i called up starhub 4 times and twice i had to scream at them. PISSED with a capital everything. but in the end i went all the way down to ayer rajah and thankfully i dint have to scream at the person face to face. he was nice enuff to explain everything to me. and i arranged for the person to come down to my hse to sign another yr contract with them and replace the faulty modem FOC and i get a month waiver of subscription. and i jus had to pay $52 for the person to come down. so dun worry, i aint so dumb as to sign another yr contract with starhub after having at them and not getting any deals. actually i was tempted to sign up for the 6500kb plan which is jus $9 more per month. but in the end i decided that the $9 every month that i can accumulate is actually quite alot of money.
fifth. more and more animes that i've downloaded and yet to watch. my Garden State have been in my com for 2 weeks and i haven found the correct time slot for me to watch it!!!! damn.. its really quite hard to sit thru a 2hr movie at home. especially at my hse. my mum will be watching tv. my bro will be playing the playstation my sister talking on the phone. my dad will be snoring. all this action around. how to concentrate on the movie!??!?!?! yea.. my lack of sleep is really bothering me more n more nowadays. even on saturdays and sundays i wake up much earlier den i always expected. 11 and i'm up! i'm supposed to slp in on weekends!! and i dun really have the habit of sleeping in the afternoon. and for the pass 2 times.
i realised that my toothaches had been triggered by me taking MC and taking afternoon naps at home. so now i'm really quite phohiatic of afternoon naps. guess i'm not like how i used to be. or jus that this office life is really more mentally strenous den going to sch. i guess that shud be it. think i really shud sleep more. dun like this walking zombie feeling alot anymore.
the last thing ever on my mind now is love and all that crap. there's only a few frens who really gives 2 hoots about me. besides my family of cos. its the time of the yr agn i would guess. the only thing i'm really concern with is money and sleep. going to hongkong. so i need money to spend. and the psp is out. so i need money to buy. and sleep cos i dun wan to be walking zombie anymore.
went to help lin with her project 2 nights ago. and as i was walking out of SMU, i found out that they were actually renovating the garden. shit! wth. it was all pitch dark and i cudden see like 5 metres ahead. so i walked n walked. cos i dun wan to face the embarrassment of walking back and people looking at me and saying ''this cock walked out and found out it was renovating so he walked back. wat a cock person. haha'' i would rather be ''that cock actually walked all the way to the other side. wat an idiot'' u must be thinking its the same. but i dun think so. so i walked all the way... to the macdonalds... and crossed the road to take a cab cos i was too tired a frustrated. even a walking zombie gets too tired from too much walking ok?
now is another day that i took MC. and i've got a dental appointment tmr. thank god for that. anyway, updates.... dishwalla lifehouse jack johnson and stereophonics all has new albums. finally some good stuffs for me to listen to. have been a long long while since i've had good old alternative rock.... 3 doors down album was quite satisfying but not really enuff u see..
and anyway, talking about my saturday. i haven had such a saturday for a long long while. went to watch a movie before eating a good old meal jus with someone. the last last time i think was a few weeks after i enlisted. hmmm i tink about half a year ago already. which was spiderman 2 or mean girls with ping.... oh ya. actually went to watch house of fury with lin. finally caught a show. was supposed to catch shows like million years ago. ok. maybe not a million years. but a few weeks.. and i think we talked alot during the show.. muahahaha. of cos we were talking about the show. and i found this review about the movie online, which was jus like a mirror of wat we were talking about. here it is......
Movie Review: The job of the spy protector is nowhere easier than great spies like James Bond or Jason Bourne. Though they also have the assistance of cutting edge technology, these spy protectors usually rely on merely their wits, fists and kicks to execute their mission. To add on to their job hazards, those retired spies that they were tasked to protect, were also formidable kung fu master, who was capable of shattering their opponent’s vertebrae with bare hand! After the warp comedy “Enter the Phoenix”, Stephen Fung continue his strive as a multi-faceted filmmaker with this “House of Fury”, penning the story, directing the set and acted in the movie. There’s nothing to shout about his acting but his creativity have greatly improved as compared to his last works. The story of special agents with great martial arts skills protecting retired spies was original and refreshing. However, like “Enter the Phoenix”, the format of “House of Fury” was predictable. Think of those 80s Hong Kong’s cop movies like "Aces go Places” and “Yes! Madam!” series, where the story would opens with a spectacular display of the Good fighting the villains, follows by a brief appearance of all the main characters, then came some directionless romance bits before touching on the main theme. The finale expectedly would be a very, very lengthy sparring scene, neglecting all the plot holes throughout. Spoilers ahead: What benefits those formidable fighters would gain from assisting their quadriplegic, ex-government assassin leader, Rocco (Michael Wong), who should be quite broke after 12-years of imprisonment, to carry out his vicious revenge? And how could ex-secret service agent, Teddy Yu (Anthony Wong), went around boasting his glory as a spy protector without the slightest worry that he may compromise the secluded life of those retired spies he is protecting? It does not help with renowned master Yuen Wo Ping, the man who had contributed to the successful “Matrix” trilogy and “Kill Bill” as the movie martial arts adviser. Good points is that we do not see those overly used Matrix’s “pause in mid-air” crane style fist or censorship board unfriendly Kill Bill’s blood spattering, head chopping brutality although there were some gravity defying stuns, which reminds you of the Matrix “jump program” (And Yes! It is far-stretched to see “flying man”). But the movie, being very 80s, features forced, primitive wire works and many “glass smashing” fighting sequences. Like the good old days, do not be surprise if there were no cuts after the character crashes head on into the glasses or not having a swollen faces after they sustained many seemingly deadly blow from their opponents. Fortunately, what’s save the day was the commendable performance of its casts. Anthony Wong, after his convincing performance as the Police Inspector for undercover cop in the Infernal Affairs Trilogy, returns with almost similar role to be the spy protector. It a pity that the role does not require much of his superb acting skills but his presence is enough to send laughter throughout. It may also be physically challenging to him to execute some demanding moves and the need to helplessly crashes into furniture (the making of the movie shows that he did all the stunts himself!), something which we seldom see him doing in his past movies. The Twins, Gillian Chung and Charlene Choi were the eye-candy and offer a feminine balance to what could have been a totally masculine genre. Like Anthony Wong, Gillian Chung had to pull off many complicated sequences and most was physically demanding. Charlene, on the other hand settle for an easier role to offer many bone tickling moments with her comedic expressions. To fans of the Twins, watch out for one seductive kitchen scene of Charlene puffing a cigar, raising the temperature of Stephen Fung! Making a movie debut is Jake Strickland, a young martial artist discovered by Jackie Chan. This 12 years old, 7th grader from Columbus Georgia is definitely an upcoming kung fu star! Jake have been completing with the best fighters of his age around the World and his achievement to-date includes 1st Place in 12-13 boys black belt traditional forms, 2nd in 12-13 boys black belt traditional weapons, 3rd in 12-13 year old black belt musicals, and 3rd in 12-13 boys black belt open. Watch out for his jaws dropping, lightning-fast poles sparring scene with Anthony Wong and Stephen Fung. The most well remembered character in the movie would be Flying Tiger (“Fei-Fu”), Michael Wong. His make up as the skin headed, quadriplegic villain Rocco was way too cool! Probably there would be a spin off on his story soon? Watch out Patrick Stewart! Here’s another strong contender for the role of Professor Xavier now. Conclusion: Bear in mind that this is Stephen Fung’s second effort and you will find this movie a worthy family entertainment. it was more of less exactly wat we were discussing about during the show. haaa.. and yes! i'm DAMN PISSED that they're really gonna increase the price of movie tickets again! watheheck is wrong with them man!!
and in case u dunno who lin is, she's my bestest of bestest friend for half a decade already. hard to even type all the things that we've been thru together. jus that its really alot alot. and alot of memories along the way. many monkey things. many serious things. and things that might have compromised our friendship even. but, we came thru it. =) thanks for everythinG~ if u're reading this, u know that words cannot describe our friendship one lar.... hor? so ya... heee.. u know i know can liao~~~
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