not exactly the best of ways to end the week. ribs still hurting. my bro jus left. mom's sick. sister's sick. feeling of emptiness is filling the whole of me. can't find anyone to talk to. feel like i'm the center of a big joke. where's everyone? everything's just feeling heavy. just need to talk to someone. someone to make me laugh. or for me to make someone laugh. that would ease the mood.
maybe life is an entity. it's lurking around somewhere. looking at what you're doing. if it decides that it aint happy with you, it might just make everything go wrong. even the weather making fun of me. 2 full days of rain. doesn't it dampen the mood further?
